Thursday, August 7, 2008

i've always tell people to look on the bright side of life and move on to be happy
but life is just not that simple
i navigate my way through MY life but i cant control the storms
who doesnt want to move on as a happy person, but,
not just a change in mentality will lit up a colourless world
i'm not having a colourless world now, just a bad time of my life
i need time to fast forward and bring me through this
i was really retarded to think that i can easily get through with life by forgoing all the unhappy stuffs and smile my way through
always easier said than done

i never like to bottle up feelings, but i hate MORE, the feeling of regrets, telling the wrong person
it hurts more not when you have no one to talk to, but to have always talk to the person who never meant to be true
maybe its me taking it too seriously, but i really do envy people that can share their life time stories to any random being
having faith in people is a COURAGE
I NEED THIS COURAGE

`thankyou friends that were there
i'm glad i'm not alone

never fail to feel better after writing :D

I'M STILL SMILING. Life seems better than yesterday:D