Lived and gone
Yesterday she was there, now she's gone.
"Everyone wants to go away at home." was what my mum told me and thus, they decided to bring her home yesterday. But it was alrdy late when they came up with the decision, so her children changed the idea to today morning.
Sad but true, she didnt make it home. Sadder fact is that i didnt get to talk to her for the last time.
So sudden, so unprepared. The doc said that she had a couple of days more to go, what happened to the couple more days part?
I'm gonna see her later on. With a glass in between us i guess. I wasnt filled in with the details but hope that she went away without pain.
Its scary to think that you wont get to see the person forever, that you wont see her when you go to her house, you wont see her around. How am i going to handle all other heartbreaks thats gonna follow when one is alrdy so hard to handle.
